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[06 Feb 2006|09:47pm] |
Hospital...
Kayla is currently in the hospital. If anyone would like more information add ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) hyper_shorty69 and she'll tell you what's going on with Kayla.
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| OMFG!! |
[24 Jan 2006|09:32pm] |
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS FINALLY!!! i couldn't get onto livejournal but now it works yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!! now to get commenting!! here i come friends!! lol
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[14 Jan 2006|12:28am] |
Oh yay!!! My little brother Shane has livejournal now!! wahoo!! somebody has to add him... or else i'll personally murder you all!! lol
shanelovegabby
also check out his girlfriend's thingy
hyper_shorty69
would link it but im updating this really quickly!!
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| Starting Fresh |
[08 Jan 2006|05:11pm] |
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Yes.. it was a good weekend... i had lots of time to think things over and really figure out what's going on in my life..
I've decided that i'm going to really focus on me.. i'm not going to focus on love and lust.. it's really not important in life.. all you need is friends.. people who care for you and a big brother like craig.. then that's all..
Lately i've been going on and giving the impression that love is all i really want right now.. but i dont want it the more that i think of it.. yes it would be awesome to have a boyfriend that loves me and cares for me.. but.. it's not what is going to make me completely happy..
The strong feelings i've been feeling.. i wish .. oh i truly wish.. they would be kept strong.. i've had a discussion with one of the boys.. and we've decided that we both have a bit of feelings.. but we kept talking and both realized it was
A)Nothing strong
B)Wouldn't work out
C)Stick as best friends...
I agreed with everything of course.. he's an awesome guy... As for the other one.. i'm not going to cry over him as i did before.. the feelings are lingering but i feel they might be leaving slowly.. as Nikki said to me..
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears.. The One Who Is Won't Make You Cry
She's right in a way.. the one who is.. probably would make you cry either way.. but it could be out of joy.. laughter.. y'know? but.. oh well..
I'm kind of glad this was figured out on my own too.. cause like normally i'll turn to other people for help but all i did was sit in the cottage and just think.. everyone was outside and i just didnt feel like it.. but it was nice.. having the fire going and me curled up on the couch.. i've never really felt so.. aware of my surrondings..
I also have vowed to myself not to flirt with ANYONE unless i REALLY feel something for them.. and hey.. maybe there will be some one within this week that i'll end up liking.. and you never know.. it could get better right?
So basically.. once i finish this entry.. i'll be changed.. i won't be a flirt or anything.. i'm going to be tha hyper kayla everyone knew.. the one who really didnt care bout her looks.. bout the way she acted and just had fun.. and if there was a guy who she liked.. she didnt flirt.. she just had fun.. and let him see her wild side.. not really caring what he thought .. and that's how im going to be.. i aint gonna be tha whole 'booty shaker' ne more.. imma new girl and i hope this will help myself.. i think its jsut that ive been wrapped up in getting a rep and being loved.. and honestly.. it makes my life worse. i ahve enouf friends.. and i dont need love...
I'M STARTING FRESH!!!!!!!!!
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